pencil.â
Juliet didnât want to mention Brooker. One, she hadnât told Rivera that she and Ethan had met on the steps of Federal Hall to discuss an ex-con whoâd once threatened to kill her. Two, Rivera basically thought her new Special Forces friend was a shit magnet. The chief wasnât one to mince words. And he didnât believe Juliet when she protested that Ethan wasnât, really, a friend. The man had thrown cautionâhis career, his lifeâto the damn wind since his wifeâs death. Rivera and a few others who shared his opinion didnât question that Ethan was a good guy, a combat officer whose commitment and sacrifice they respected. They just questioned the tendency for bad things to happen when he showed up.
And they questioned his interest in Juliet, although theyâd never admit as much. She was a federal agent who had a degree in plant science. It wasnât until after college that sheâd decided on a career in law enforcement. Her father and brothers had thought itâd be a passing fancyâthat sheâd flunk out of training. They didnât want to see her fail so much as end up doing what they were convinced she was meant to do. In general, men tended to treat her like a sister, maybe because she had five older brothers and was good at acting like a sister.
Rivera pointed a thick finger at her coffee mug. âHow many cups of coffee is that so far today?â
It was two oâclock in the afternoon. âI have no idea. I havenât kept count.â
âItâs at least your fifth.â
âChief, come on. Youâre not spending your time keeping track of how much coffee Iâm drinking, are you?â
âItâs too damn much. Youâre going to be in the middle of a takedown one of these days and have to pee. That happened with my first partnerââ
âItâs not going to happen to me.â
He sniffed, making a face. âHow old is that stuff?â
âI donât know. I finished off the pot.â She was notorious for drinking coffee any way she could get it, but she preferred it black, hot and fresh. âIâm not that fussy. The only kind of coffee I wonât drink is flavored. Hazelnut, vanilla.â She gave a mock shudder. âRaspberry.â
âMy wife loves hazelnut. She says itâs like having a milkshake.â
âWhen I want a milkshake, Iâll have a milkshake.â
âYou ever get tested for ADHD?â he asked. âAttention deficit hyperactive disorder.â
She creaked back in her chair. âNo, Mike. Iâve never been tested.â
âMy youngest is ADHD. Smart as a whip, funny as hell. Sheâs on the go all the time. I canât keep up with her. I donât know if itâs true, but I read somewhere that coffee doesnât affect people with ADHD the same way it does other people. Supposedly it calms them instead of winds them up.â
âDo I look calm?â
He grinned at her. âImagine if you didnât have all that caffeine in you. Youâd be shooting up the place.â
Fortunately, he left it at that and retreated to his office without launching into a lecture on post-traumatic stress disorder. Better, Juliet thought, to have Rivera watching her for signs of ADHD than PTSD. After two high-stress and highly publicized events this past yearâboth, not coincidentally, involving a certain Special Forces officerâRivera had earmarked her as a prime candidate for PTSD. All she had to do was mention a nightmare, and he was on her. PTSD was a serious concern, and a certain amount of vigilance was called for, given what sheâd been through the past five months, starting in May with the Central Park sniper-style shooting of Rob Dunnemore, a fellow deputy with whom Juliet had had a brief, romantic relationship, and Nate Winter, a senior deputy and her mentor. Rob was seriously injured, Nate back on his
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