time Frank had poured a few drinks we were getting on like weâd known each other all our lives. Vivie and Billie knew a lot of people in common, and by the end of the evening they had their arms round each other like sisters. Frank was delighted.â
âYes, Iâm sure he was.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean, Mitch?â
âWell, it sounds as if he planned all this very carefully. Making you part of the family, binding you closer to him. That suited his purposes nicely.â
âIf youâre suggesting that Frank was the one who did all the running, youâre wrong. I was just as bad as he was. I wanted him all the time. I would have taken stupid risks just to spend time alone with himâhe was always the one who advised caution. I was head over heels. God, it was madâreally, it was like a form of madness. The more I saw him, the more I wanted him. It wasnât just the way he made me feel when we were in bed together, although that was a big part of it. Itâs the way he made me feel as a manâhe was so confident, so clever, so experienced, and thatâs how I started
to feel. He cared about me, and he wanted me to do well. He taught me things. Iâve never felt soâ¦so cared for.â
I knew that Morganâs relationship with his own father had been chilly and distant, without much love on either side. I didnât wish to sound like some kind of crazy trick cyclist, so I said nothingâbut this sounded like a mixed-up Oedipus complex to me.
âSo what happened?â
âWe carried on like that for months. It seems like a dream, or a nightmare, to me now. I suppose what really snapped me out of it was when Teddy was born. Suddenly I couldnât just leave home at the drop of a hat. I had responsibilities, I had a loving, beautiful wife and two children who needed a father. I tried to talk to Frank.â
âAnd he didnât want to hear it?â
âOn the contrary,â said Morgan. âHe was very understanding. He said that my duty was with my family, and that he didnât expect to see so much of me. And he was as good as his word. I didnât see him for a couple of weeks, then a couple more, then a month. I couldnât stand it, Mitch. I couldnât sleep. I wasnât eating. Billie didnât notice much because she was preoccupied with the children, and to be honest it wasnât easy to sleep through the night even without Frank on my mind. But eventually I couldnât stand it anymore. I had to arrange a meeting with him at the bank anyway, and afterwards I told him that we were going out for dinner. I couldnât stand being without him anymore.â
âAnd he would have known that, Morgan.â
âWhat? Maybe. Perhaps it was all part of his plan. I donât know.â
âAnd what happened that night?â
âWe had dinner at his club. It was all very civilized. I tried to touch him under the table, like I had before, but he very discreetly moved my hand away. He said we needed to talk about business.â
âReally? At a time like that? What was so important?â
âHe had an offer to make me. He said he realized that, with a growing family, my salary was pretty stretched. He seemed to know exactly how much I earned, and exactly what my outgoings were. I donât know if heâd been prying, or if it was just a shrewd guess; like I say, he was a brilliant businessman. And it was trueâthe money didnât go as far as Iâd have liked. We were still living in the old house in town at this time, of course, and with two children on the go there just wasnât enough room. We didnât want to bring them up in town, we wanted to move out somewhere with more space and fresh air. Like this.â
âI see.â
âHe must have read my mind. Because he said that heâd like to offer me a helping hand.â
âA loan?â
âNot a loan,