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toward the kitchen. She hadn’t meant to hurt him. This whole stupid mess should only be about her and Grant. It was really about her insecurities, and she was blaming them.
    “He does have a nice ass, but I doubt it’s on the menu tonight.” Bella arched her brow and smirked at her.
    “Too bad, he does have such a fine ass.” Alyssa wasn’t going to feel uncomfortable, so instead she decided to go for shock value.
    Laughter erupted around the table. “You shouldn’t be checking out his ass, baby. I’ll have to punish you for that when we get home,” Clint said. The way he said “punishment” was so nonchalant that Alyssa almost didn’t catch it. It wasn’t a threat. It was a promise, a sexy promise.
    She sat up straighter, looking from Clint to Bella, wanting to ask the question stuck on the tip of her tongue. Oh. My. God. Did they spank Bella? Did she enjoy it? Were “punishments” really a bad thing? She nibbled on her lip, wondering what she had missed.
    “It looks like Alyssa has some questions. Go ahead, don’t be shy.” Cody chimed in, watching her fidget uncomfortably.
    “Fine. Um…uh…” She paused and cleared her throat. “How do I ask this?” she whispered mostly to herself. She needed to know. Maybe she wasn’t some kind of freak for liking what Grant did. “Okay, do you mean that you spank Bella?” She looked at the Colton brothers, waiting for an answer. She could tell that Bella wasn’t the least bit concerned with what they said. Jessica, on the other hand, leaned in, watching them carefully, waiting for an answer as well.
    “Yes. Any other questions?” Cody answered in such a direct way. She waited for more, but they obviously wanted her to ask the questions.
    “Wait...What? That’s it. You spank Bella, nothing more to add?” From the smug looks on their faces, she realized that she needed to ask the questions. “Fine. Why do you spank her? Do you make her cry? You can’t do that. She’s an adult for goodness’s sakes.”
    Bella giggled, gave Clay a hug, and then turned in his lap to face her, giving her an evil little smile. She looked happy. This conversation didn’t bother her, and Alyssa sat back in her chair, feeling a bit shocked. The way the Colton brothers were talking about spanking her didn’t seem to faze her. It wasn’t a dirty secret. This became more intriguing by the minute, making her rethink Grant.
    “I can’t believe we’re talking about this.” Bella shook her head, looking shy all of the sudden. “Sometimes, spankings can be a punishment, but mostly it’s erotic pleasure. I love the idea of being at their mercy. I love the way they make me feel. I’ve cried, but it felt like more of a release than anything else, no real pain.”
    “Wow, this is another side of you. I never knew. Hmmm, aren’t you ever scared of what they might do? I mean, not that they would hurt you on purpose, but what if they caused you real pain?” she questioned, not wanting to offend her but needing to know. She couldn’t understand why Bella would let them spank her or punish her.
    “They would never do that. I trust them completely. Our sex life is the most amazing thing I’ve ever had. Clint, Clay, and Cody all take care of me. I’ve always wanted to be with a man that was dominant in the bedroom, and now I have three. I’m a very lucky girl.” Bella leaned back and wiggled on Clay’s lap. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her back against his chest. “I don’t really think this has anything to do with me. Am I right? Tell me what’s going on. Alyssa, I see you around Grant and Justin,” Bella pleaded. Her eyes were full of curiosity, but Alyssa could sense pity, and that wasn’t something she wanted or needed.
    “It was something Grant said, and then hearing Clint say he was going to punish you perked my interest. That’s it. Thanks for answering my questions.” Alyssa leaned back in her chair, ready for the conversation to end, but it