called in to the police station, the hospitalisation from dehydration and malnourishment, the guilt trips heâd give her because âno one looks after meâ ⦠Sheâd tried. Her mum had tried. But after the divorce Clarissa had said enough was enough. Sheâd check up on him occasionally, but there were boundaries she intended to maintain. At least her dadâs neighbours knew his situation and often checked on him, which gave her some peace of mind. But she couldnât be his carer. She had her own life to lead, to rebuild after all that had happened.
She wouldnât waste her life by watching him waste his.
* * *
April slowed as she walked past her new neighbourâs house after work, noticing the bundle of mail sticking out of the letterbox, and a parcel sitting on the doorstep. It was almost six. Maybe he was out?
âProbably waiting for the mail to come to him when itâs ready,â she joked to herself.
Heavy clouds hung overhead in the darkening sky. April yanked the mail from the letterbox and marched up to his porch. She glanced down at the parcel, the senderâs label said âFast and Freshâ and had a logo of a basket of fruit. If it was fruit, she didnât know how fresh it would be sitting out here all day. And why would someone get fruit home delivered anyway, when the shops were a quick walk up the road?
Holding the mail in one hand, she knocked on the door with the other, then adjusted her handbag strap over her shoulder.
Her gaze flickered to a window at the side as the curtain moved. Then the door opened slightly and the man stood there as though trying to hide something behind him. Either that, or he could be worried she might barge in and start making herself at home or something.
She waited for him to say hi, but he kept silent, looked at her with eyes that seemed older than his years.
âJust bringing in your mail,â she said. âNot that Iâll be doing that on a regular basis, but it looks like it might rain, and it was sticking out of the letterbox.â
âThanks.â He snatched the mail from her and went to close the door but April held out her hand and stopped it.
âAnd thereâs a parcel here.â She glanced down at the box. When he didnât bend down, she added with a hint of sarcasm, âWould you like me to pick it up for you?â
He didnât reply, simply bent down and lifted the box as though it was as light as a feather. He was wearing that singlet again, and now that she was closer she could make out one of the tattoos on his outer arm: a Chinese-looking symbol.
âNice tatt,â she said.
âOne of many,â he finally spoke.
âI figured that.â Her eyes scanned his skin, but now the box in front of his chest obscured her view.
âIâm April.â She held out her hand, even though his hands were firmly holding the box.
He turned around to go into his house.
Oh great, heâs ignoring my attempt at being neighbourly. What a jerk.
She shook her head and was about to turn away herself when he placed the box down in his kitchen and came back to the door. He held out his hand. âIâm Zac.â
Oh.
She grasped it, and even though sheâd been taught to shake hands with a firm sense of confidence, she held his like a limp fish as both the touch of his warm skin and the sight of his intense eyes looking directly into hers overwhelmed her ability to focus.
âI already know your name,â he added. âOverheard it the other night.â
Oh yes. The flower. âSo it was you who left the gift on my doorstep.â
He shrugged. âMaybe.â
âClearly it was since you didnât say âwhat gift?ââ She smirked, but he remained silent. âWell, thanks. It was nice.â
He gave a single, small nod.
âAnyway, Iâve done my neighbourly duty, Iâll leave you to it.â She turned.
âSo what do