theyâre common criminalsâor worse, theyâre cowards.â He pulled back suddenly, shrugging off the brief excursion into rhetoric.
âYou donât think much of cowards.â
âDo you?â
âYouâve made reference to them twice in a matter of minutes.â
âI donât like psychoanalysis, either.â He smiled.
Sylvia reached out, her fingers sliding over molded plastic, to tear open the seal on the test booklet. The first two inventories she planned to administerâthe Millon Clinical Multiaxial and the Minnesota Multiphasicâwould total at least five hours.
She glanced at her watch.
âHot date?â
She met his eyes, saw the mockery there, and reached for her briefcase. âMr. Dantes, either Iâm not doing any better than my colleagues or youâre not interested in completing these inventories or both.â She stood. âLetâs not waste any more time.â
Immediately, he held his palms out; it was a gesture of surrender, the action of a lonely man. âYou win,â he said, reaching for the booklet, sliding it to his side of the table. He picked up the pencil, gesturing for her to be seated again.
She blinked as if coming from dark to light, disoriented, mustering herself. Her head ached, her deltoids were so tight they burned, she had to peeâbut the last thing sheâd do was take a break now and end up with nothing.
Outside, in the hallway, heavy footsteps sounded. The urgent tones of an argument penetrated the walls of the room.
Taking her seat opposite him for the second time, she said, âThis conversationâand the test resultsâwill not be confidential, but the projectâs coordinators will make every attempt to keep transcripts secure and available only to participantsââ
She stiffened when Dantesâ hand suddenly covered her own.
âLunatics and inmates. Weâre not so bad, are we?â he whispered.
Wrenching her hand away, Sylvia felt Dantes watching her, felt the hunger of his curiosity.
âYou canât save them all, can you, Sylvia?â Dantesâ voice was soft, seductive.
Sylvia stared at him, blinking, hearing another voice internally. Dr. Strange, although the committee finds no grounds to cite you with an ethical violation in the death of Mona Carpenter, we do have concerns. It seems you did comply with the standards of your profession regarding safeguards against suicide, but when it came to the use of your judgment you couldâve gone the extra mile, relying less on intuition and luck, more on solid follow-up .
Dantes gazed back at her, his face a study in compassion, his voice soothing, as he said, âTell me about Mona Carpenter.â
The shock registered. She said nothing. She focused on a single thought: I know how to handle thisâit comes with the job.
Dantes said, âPills and cuttingâisnât that overkill?â With each word his breath quickened as if he was aroused. If he had assaulted her physically, it couldnât have been worse. But he wasnât finished yet.
âWhat did it feel like to actually hear her death?â he asked.
Sylvia gathered together the tests and the tape recorder, sweeping them into her briefcase. She watched her sunglasses skid to the floor. Her heart was racing.
Dantes rose straight up from his chair, his presence filling the room as he whispered his last question. âWhatâs it like to know you couldâve saved her?â
For an instant Sylvia believed he would go further than verbal assaultâbut heâd already drawn blood. He stood rooted, burning her with his stare.
She knew the protocol for threatening or aggressive patients: remain calm, maintain distance, keep a barrier between youâalways know where to find the panic button. Sheâd been here beforeâsheâd be here again. None of that seemed to matter. She felt the rush of adrenaline, every synapse