Of course it was possible theyâd shopped just down the block from their apartment and not been recognized. Or had been recognized and forgotten. People didnât go around paying attention to everything around them in case they might be quizzed later.
So, maybe the groceries were going to remain another of those unanswered questions.
But there was also the gun, a Walther .38-caliber semiautomatic. It was a large enough caliber to make plenty of noise, yet no one in neighboring apartments had heard shots.
That, too, was possible, especially at the time of the Elznersâ deaths. But it made the marks on the gun and the bullet nicks all the more likely to have been made by a silencer.
Which, of course, would mean a murderer other than the late Martin Elzner. One who couldnât risk making noise, and who knew no one would bother using a silencer for a murder-suicide. Missing silencer: a killer still at large.
Quinn glanced at his watch, a long-ago birthday gift from May. Past midnight. He decided to go to bed. Renz had set it up for him to visit the Elzner apartment tomorrow morning, so Quinn wanted to be alert, and to resemble as much as possible the man heâd been.
Still am!
He closed the file, then snuffed out his cigar in the saucer and finished the tepid beer that would help him get to sleep.
Quinn was satisfied with his chances. He never expected or needed a brass ring.
A toehold would do.
In the bathroom he brushed his teeth, then leaned close and examined them in the mirror. Too yellow, and they seemed slightly crooked, and maybe that was a cavity way back there. Heâd neglected them too long. A trip to a dentist wouldnât be a bad idea for his appearance. Heâd lost a couple of molars in a long-ago fight, and broken the bridgework since. Other than that, he still had his own teeth. He smiled, then shook his head at the rawboned, luckless thug looking back at him. Rough. Downright grizzly. Scary.
The smile disappeared and he turned away, sickened with himself.
Heâd sunk. He could see it now that he was looking up again. Heâd sunk so goddamned far! An outcast, a sexual predator the neighbors whispered about and avoided. He drank too much and thought too much, and spent too much time alone. His wife and his own daughter were afraid of him.
It isnât fucking fair!
He turned again toward the mirror and drew back his fist, thinking of smashing his ruined image, cracking it into fragments so it resembled his broken life.
There again was his sad smile. And his own sad eyes staring back at him. Movie shit, punching mirrors. Heavy-handed symbolism. In real life it accomplished nothing and meant nothing.
Self-pity was his problem. Self-pity was like a drug that would pull him down as surely as any of the drugs on the street.
He went to the closet and rooted through his clothes. Whatever he had, it would have to do until he got an advance on his salary from Renz.
Bumâs clothes. Goddamned bumâs wardrobe!
Or maybe it wasnât that bad. He didnât have a decent suit but could put together what might loosely be called an outfit. A wrinkled pair of pants, a white dress shirt that had long sleeves and would be hot as hell this time of year, and a blue sport coat that wasnât too bad if he kept the ripped pocket flap tucked in. Shoes were okay, a black pair, which heâd bought years ago, that werenât too badly worn and were actually comfortable.
A shave, a reasonable taming of his unruly hairâstarting to grayâand he could still look enough like a cop.
Which he was, damn it!
He was a cop.
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A lot of blood.
That was the first thing that struck Quinn the next morning after heâd unwrapped crime scene tape from the door-knob and let himself into the Elzner apartment with the key Renz had taped to the back of the murder file.
The Elzners had died in their kitchen. Though it wasnât so evident in the crime scene photos, it