all.â He turned back to look at the TV weatherman apologizing for the promise of rain that hadnât materialized.
âSorry, man, Iâm justââ
âForget it.â He scratched at the fur on his forearm. âWhat happened between last night and this morning anyway? You look rougher than a drunk on payday.â
âThatâs better than I feel.â I rubbed my gritty eyes and gave him the lowdown on Benji.
He grabbed the remote off the table and pointed it at the TV, silencing it. âListen, why donât I get out of here so you can have some quiet?â
âNo way. Iâm not kicking you out of your own house.â
Waving a paw in dismissal, he said, âIâve got errands to run anyway.â
Of course he was just saying that to be nice. As tempted as I was to pretend to be clueless to my friendâs need for downtime, my conscience wouldnât let me. âWhat errands?â
His gaze roved around the room, finally settling on a balled-up napkin sitting on the windowsill. âUh . . . toilet paper.â
âToilet paperâthatâs the best you can do?â
He shrugged.
âHow about a compromise? You stay, but maybe keep the noise down to a dull roar?â
âDeal.â He pulled at the gray patch in his goatee. âListen, why donât you go crash in my room? My bed is a heck of a lot more comfortable than that block of cement Iâve got you sleeping on. Besides, itâs like a cave in there.â
I opened my mouth to protest, but then surrendered. A dark room and soft bed sounded pretty good. âYou sure you donât mind?â
âIf you donât mind a little mess, itâs all yours.â
Helping myself to Larryâs bedroom, I shut the door. The smell of kitty litter was immediate and pervasive. It emanated from an open bag leaning against the wall by the closet. In the divorce, Tina had traded her claim to their small house in exchange for custody of their three cats and the Lincoln. Larry said he missed having pets but decided, with his long work hours, it wouldnât be right to replace them. I guess maybe the smell still reminded him of them. To me, it just plain stunk, but I figured after a few minutes, my nose would stop registering it. At least I hoped so.
Larryâs bed was nothing but a couple of mattresses piled atop a metal frame, but under the circumstances, it looked fit for a king. Stepping around an empty bowl lying on the carpet beside an unused paintbrush and a bent spoon, I pulled off my T-shirt, then crawled into bed.
The sheets were a soft flannel and looked clean enough. So was the brown comforter, although a bit threadbare. Finding no pillow, I leaned over the edge of the bed and peered down. Sure enough, I spotted one lodged between the mattress and wall. After yanking it free, I folded it in half to double it and slid it under my head. I pulled the cover up around my waist and lay there on my side staring at the empty computer desk. It was the only clean area in the room.
When I closed my eyes, I tried to imagine what Kyra might be doing right then. Would they have her in a group therapy session where sheâd ramble on about what a horrible husband sheâd been saddled with?
I thought of Benji and the chance, however slim, that he might be medically discharged from the Navy. My cell phone beeped and I knew without pulling it out of my pocket that it would be another message from Danielle, asking why I hadnât answered her last one and maybe asking if I was really sick or just trying to avoid her. The answer, of course, was a little of both. Restless, I turned from my back to right side, then left, then back again, and finally sat up. A soft tap came from the closed door.
âYeah?â I called.
âIâm running down to Quick Way,â Larry said through the closed door. âYou want anything?â
âJust a noose if theyâve got