Gounodâs opera. How she adored Gounod!
It was half-past ten when there was a knock at the door.
âCome in!â she cried, resting her slender fingers on the keys as she glanced over her shoulder.
Paul van Raat stepped into the room.
âHello Eline. Hello there, little scamp.â
âAh, Paul!â
She rose, somewhat surprised to see him. Ben went over to his uncle and tried to climb up his legs.
âYouâre early! I thought you werenât coming to sing until this afternoon. But youâre most welcome, naturally. Do take a seat, and tell me all about the tableaux!â Eline said warmly. Then, recalling her recent indisposition, she dropped her voice to a suitably depressed pitch:
âI was awfully sorry I couldnât go; I wasnât at all well, you know . . . such an appalling headache.â
âIâd never have guessed from the look of you.â
âBut itâs true, Paul! Why else do you think Iâd miss the opportunity to admire your talent? Go on, do tell me all about it, I want to know every detail!â She swept the picture books off the couch and invited him to sit down.
Paul finally managed to disentangle himself from Ben, who had been clutching him tightly, teetering on his little heels.
âNow then, roly-poly, you must let me go! Well, Eline, has the headache cleared up now?â
âOh yes, completely. I shall go and congratulate Mr Verstraeten on his birthday, and apologize for not being at the party. But in the meantime, Paul, do tell me what it was like.â
âActually, what I came to tell you is that I shanât be coming to sing this afternoon, as I have no voice left. I did so much shouting yesterday that Iâm quite hoarse. But it was a great success, all things considered.â
And he launched into an elaborate description of the tableaux. They had been his idea, and he had done much of the work himself, including painting the backdrops, but the girls too had been very busy for the past month, getting up the costumes and attending to a thousand details. That afternoon Losch would be coming to take photographs of the final tableau, so even if he had been in good voice he wouldnât have been able to come by to sing with her. Besides, he was as stiff as a board, for he had slaved away like a carpenter. As for the girls, they must be quite exhausted too. He had not taken part in the performance himself, as he had been far too busy making all the arrangements.
He leant back against the Persian cushions beneath the overhanging aralia, and brushed his hand over his hair. Eline was struck by how much he resembled Henk despite being his junior by ten years: of slimmer build, of course, and much more lively, with finer features and an altogether brighter look. But the occasional gesture, such as the raising of an eyebrow, brought out the resemblance to a startling degree, and while his lips were thinner beneath his light moustache than Henkâs beneath his bushy whiskers, his laugh was much like his brotherâs: deep, and warm and hearty.
. . .
âWhy donât you take proper painting lessons, Paul?â asked Eline. âSurely, if you have talentââ
âBut I havenât!â he laughed. âSo it wouldnât be worth it. I just dabble, you know, whether itâs in painting or singing. None of it amounts to anything.â
And he sighed at his own lack of energy for making the most of what little talent he might possess.
âYou remind me of Papa,â she said in a wistful tone, as she evoked the poeticised image of her father. âHe had enormous talent, but his health was poor and in the end he was too weak to undertake anything on a big scale. He had just started work on a huge canvas, a scene from Danteâs
Paradiso
, as I recall, and then . . . then he died. Poor Papa! But you, youâre young and fit; I canât imagine why you have no ambition to do something great,