snap.
One time when I was younger, my mother told me something that has me wanting to punch
Skylar in the face for being such a clueless tool sometimes.
“When someone asks you a question, or keeps asking the same question, chances are
they already know the answer. It’s best to just tell the truth.”
My mom is one smart cookie. Even after all these years, it’s the little things like
this, the words she would speak casually, that provide the most insight into my life
as an adult. She wasn’t always a perfect mom, but she got the job done and did it
right.
“So … dinner tonight, just us?” Skylar reiterates.
“I haven’t really had a chance to talk to my mom about the engagement. I’ll probably
try to catch up with her later on. Maybe get some ideas where to start in this wedding
planning stuff. You have things you can do, right? Something at the shop?”
Third time’s a charm?
“Yeah, I can find something to do. There’s always something to work on.”
I quit. I’m done. There’s absolutely no hope for him.
“Alright. I’ll talk to you later, then.” I excuse myself from the table, rush into the master
bathroom and lock the door. I can only take so much of him omitting information.
I know I should just ask him like a real adult, but I want Skylar to feel comfortable
talking to me, telling me what’s going on in his life. Why is it important enough
for Danny to know, but not me? They just talked about it hours before Danny told
me. It couldn’t have slipped his mind. There’s a reason behind my not knowing, and
it’s eating at me.
After scalding my body with water as hot as I can withstand and dancing around washing
my body to some Spice Girls, most of the stress washes down the drain. It’s silly
and girly, but it usually does the trick. Yet again, my method works.
Dressing in a pair of black yoga pants, a black tee shirt with a saying from one of
my favorite books, and towel drying my hair just enough to not be sopping wet, I throw
it up in another bun. I’m ready to start my day … again.
On the dining room table, I find the mess Skylar left when he took off. He couldn’t
have stayed more than a few minutes after I got in the shower. Whatever it was that
he needed to get to must be pretty important for him not to finish his bagel or throw
his cup in the sink.
I quickly straighten up the kitchen and start the dishwasher. When I come home later,
my mood is probably going to be shitty again and the last thing I need is to walk
into a dirty house.
Pulling a hoodie over my head and grabbing a pair of sneakers from the closet, I fling
my purse over my shoulder and take the elevator to the parking garage.
Heading to my car, I hear someone call my name. Once I register who it is, I snap.
Since leaving Kylee’s yesterday and wondering about Skylar’s whereabouts, I totally
forgot that she’s been missing for three days now. I consider ignoring her, but the
garage isn’t that big and she’s bound to catch up to me. Best to hash this out right
now so I can move on with the impromptu meeting at my mom’s.
“Oh. I’m sorry. I’ve been scared shitless that some creeper kidnapped and threw
my best friend in a well. It doesn’t look like you’ve been putting lotion on your
skin, so what the fuck happened?”
“I was lost in writing, that’s all. I was home the entire time. Why didn’t you use
your key?” Oh, sweet Kylee, today’s not the day to be a smart ass, I promise you that.
“If you were on some crazy sex bender, I didn’t want to be part of it. I knew when
you left our Pitch Perfect dance party that something was off. I knew that you were
freaking out about Jacoby and his daughter. I figured you were either dead or letting
the first string seniors at U of M run a train on you, trying to fuck Jacoby out of
your mind. I didn’t want to stumble into either scenario.” Long winded, I know,
but hell if