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hope everything comes out all right.”
    Later that night, in bed with Laurel; “I’m worried about him,” he told her.
    * * *
    His face, once tanned, now ashen. “Laurel?” he said. Not believing.
    “I don’t love you anymore. I’m sorry. I don’t. It seemed real at the time, but now it’s almost like a dream. I don’t even know if I ever loved you, really.”
    “Don,” he said woodenly.
    Laurel flushed. “Don’t say anything bad about Don. I’m tired of hearing you run him down. He never says anything except good about you.”
    “Oh, Laurel. Don’t you
remember
? The things we said, the way we felt? I’m the same person you said those words to.”
    “But I’ve grown,” Laurel said, hard and tearless, tossing her red-gold hair. “I remember perfectly well, but I just don’t feel that way anymore.”
    “Don’t,” he said. He reached for her.
    She stepped back. “Keep your hands off me. I told you, Greg, it’s
over
. You have to leave now. Don is coming by.”
    * * *
    It was worse than Josie. A thousand times worse.
     
     
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    III
    Wanderings
    He tried to keep on at the theatre; he enjoyed the work, he had friends there. But it was impossible. Donelly was there every day, smiling and being friendly, and sometimes Laurel came to meet him after the day’s show and they went off together, arm in arm. Trager would stand and watch, try not to notice. While the twisted thing inside him shrieked and clawed.
    He quit. He would not see them again. He would keep his pride.
    * * *
    The sky was brigh t with the lig hts of Gidy on and full of laughter, but it was dark and quiet in the park.
    Trager stood stiff against a tree, his eyes on the river, his hands folded tightly against his chest. He was a statue. He hardly seemed to breathe. Not even his eyes moved.
    Kneeling near the low wall, the corpse pounded until the stone was slick with blood and its hands were mangled clots of torn meat. The sounds of the blows were dull and wet, but for the infrequent scraping of bone against rock.
    * * *
    They made him pay first, before he could even enter the booth. Then he sat there for an hour while they found her and punched through. Finally, though, finally; “Josie.”
    “Greg,” she said, grinning her distinctive grin. “I should have known. Who else would call all the way from Vendalia? How are you?”
    He told her.
    Her grin vanished. “Oh, Greg,” she said. “I’m sorry. But don’t let it get to you. Keep going. The next one will work out better. They always do.”
    Her words didn’t satisfy him. “Josie,” he said, “How are things back there? You miss me?”
    “Oh, sure. Things are pretty good. It’s still Skrakky, though. Stay where you are, you’re better off.” She looked offscreen, then back. “I should go, before your bill gets enormous. Glad you called, love.”
    “
Josie
,” Trager started. But the screen was already dark.
    * * *
    Sometimes, at night, he couldn’t help himself. He would move to his home screen and ring Laurel. Invariably her eyes would narrow when she saw who it was. Then she would hang up.
    And Trager would sit in a dark room and recall how once the sound of his voice made her so very, very happy.
    * * *
    The streets of Gidyon are not the best of places for lonely midnight walks. They are brightly lit, even in the darkest hours, and jammed with men and deadmen. And there are meathouses, all up and down the boulevards and the ironspike boardwalks.
    Josie’s words had lost their power. In the meathouses, Trager abandoned dreams and found cheap solace. The sensuous evenings with Laurel and the fumbling sex of his boyhood were things of yesterday; Trager took his meatmates hard and quick, almost brutally, fucked them with a wordless savage power to the inevitable perfect orgasm. Sometimes, remembering the theatre, he would have them act out short erotic playlets to get him in the mood.
    * * *
    In the night. Agony.
    He was in the corridors again, the low dim