says, âFather, the Lord has seen fit to make you the instrument of a miracle. You have just been delivered of a fine baby boy.â The priest is overjoyedâwhat evidence of A Divine Hand! what an honor! and all that . . .â
âLook, Talbot, I gotta shove off.â
âAll right, all right, Iâll wind it up. The kid is raised as a miracle child. Members of the parish contribute to his education, he goes to the finest schools, and so on and so on. When heâs in college, he gets word that his father, the priest, is dying. He rushes home to his bedside. Kid says, âYouâve been so goodto me, Dad, how can I repay you?â Priest says, âBy forgiving me for a terrible deception. All these years I told you I was your father. But itâs not trueââand he tells him the whole story. âSo you see, my son, Iâm not your father at all. Iâm your mother.
The Archbishop is your father
.
ââ
Talbot laughed. âGet it?â
âYeah,â said Garth, smiling weakly, âpretty funny.â
âItâs more than funny. Thereâs truth there. Theyâre dirty, all of them. Believe me. And if you want more proofââ
âIâm going.â
âSure. But take this magazine with you.â
âI got it at home, I think. Got a subscription.â
âThatâs all right. Take this copy. Iâve marked off a paragraph on page 34. Pretty sexy stuff. And pretty surprisingâconsidering who the author is.â
Garth rolled up the fat issue of the popular magazine and put it under his arm. âSo long, Talbot. See you around. Maybe youâll be here tomorrow?â
âNo, Iâll be working tomorrow.â
âOn Sunday?â
âWhy not on Sunday? If I have a sabbath, itâs today.â
âSaturday? Youâre not a Jew, Talbot, are you?â
Talbot wrinkled his nose. âYou know better than that. No, I like Saturday because itâs named for Saturn, a Roman god. He ate his own children, all but three of them. How do you like that! In ancient Rome they used to hold festivals in his honor, big orgies. Saturnalia, they called them. âThe children of Saturn shall be great jugglers and chiders, and they will never forgive till they be revenged of their quarrel.â I like the sound of that. No, I make a point of working on Sundays.â
âWell then, maybe youâll be around here later on today, this evening?â
âMaybe.â
âI like talking to you.â
âI like talking to you, Garth.â
Garth left the eating-place, the coffee sour in his stomach, his spirit equally sour with worry and fear and doubt. Talbot was a good talker; he seemed to have an answer for everything. Garth could not accept much of what Talbot said, and yet . . . wherethereâs smoke, thereâs fire. Perhaps, just as Talbot insisted, it had been a bad idea to bring Susie to the Fathers for her trouble. The Church was old-fashioned, full of antiquated notions. Maybe one of those psychiatrists would have been better. More modern. More scientific.
But what good would it do Susie to spill her guts to a psychiatrist? Why not let her forget the bad things? Why bring them up again? Why talk about them?
Still, there was no assurance Father Sargent wouldnât make her talk about them. And that she must not do.
She would probably be sitting at home now, perhaps doing her homework, watching television, reading. She was a great one for reading. Smart as a whip, and only sixteen.
The old sugar daddies with their sixteen-year-old girls
 . . . Garthâs hands clenched. The thought disturbed him deeply.
Wordless images crowded his mind: bald old men from whom the thrust of youth had fled, men who needed the dewy skin, the heart-melting innocence of extreme youth to kindle the fire in them again. Bug-eyed and gape-mouthed over the smooth bodies of young girls, the