such jams with the traffic,â Lionel was saying. âI saw a fellow walk along the tops of the cabs in Berkeley Street. Quite a circus turnâ¦. And then the day of the procession itselfââ
âAh those Indian princes,â said Mrs. Kingswood. âTheir coats ⦠the
diamonds â¦â
Lionel turned to Lily. âDiamonds indeed. Diamonds galore. My brother here is the owner of a remarkable piece of jewelry. A family possession since the sixtiesâ¦.â He bent nearer. âYouâve heard of a rain of diamonds? Well, this is a
waterfall
of them. A style favored by Empress Eugénie and very fashionable at the time. The diamonds are articulated, you see, and move with the wearerâ¦. Itâs a necklace so lavish it is almost a corsage. We call it simply The Diamond Waterfall.â ⦠It is very spectacular.â
Lily made no comment. He went on:
âNaturally these past few years it hasnât been worn. My late sister-in-law, of course. ⦠It is a piece too that wears the woman, not the other way about.â He spoke in a confidential tone, his voice low.
Miss Bateman, who had nevertheless been listening, said, âI should
adore
to seeââ
Sir Robert, who had heard too, leaning forward, said gallantly, âYou shall, my dear, you shall.â He turned to Lily:
âAnd you, Miss Greeneâwould it interest you?â
She had hardly been listening. âOh, I scarcely think so,â she said carelessly. âI am not much set on jewelry, you knowâ¦.â (Although I have, have I not, a sapphire bracelet from Edmund? I broke all the rules for that. Never to accept â¦)
âOh come now,â Lionel said. âThat doesnât sound like our Miss Greene â¦â He persisted, saying to all the table, âIt is a beautiful sight. On or off. No mere rain of diamonds. A waterfallââ
âYes, indeed, yes.â She caught his brotherâs eye. Sir Robert stared at her. To show she had meant nothing by her remarks, she smiled.
At that moment the Hungarian band launched into a selection from
Dorothy.
First a light, prancing number. Then a quieter, more romantic one. Sir Robertâshe saw that he watched her stillâsaid:
âYou know itâwhat show this is from?â
âYes, yes, I know it.â She thought again, He is a widower and that is pitiful.
âDorothy.
Frank Cellier. Always popular. It wasnât new, even ten years ago.â
Pity. I donât care for pity. Once, it was nearly my undoingâ¦. She felt that she could not bear itâthis rush of memory, emotion.
Sir Robert was insisting, though, âThis songâwhat is it called?â
â âQueen of My Heart,â â she said promptly. âIt is called âQueen of My Heart.ââ
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I had to be hard in those days, she thought. Yet hearing the song now, she was reminded only of pity, and the irony of that pity. I concerned myself with the wrong person, she thought. A foolish heart (mine) betrayed me, blinding me to what I should have seen.
Two memories, the song brings back, one shameful, the other of a sadness I can hardly bear now to remember.
Escaped! That first terrifying, wonderful day, ten years ago now yet seeming so much more. I was both afraid and happyâafraid they would come after me, that Harry would be punished on my account; that worse might befall Daisy and I not there to help.
Sitting there in the London-bound train (I had thought it would never come into the station, that the whistle would
never
blow), I saw myself in a play, a melodrama perhapsâI felt I had Runaway Daughter written all over me.
At Kings Cross station it was raining, summer rain. I hailed a porter and then a cab, assuming a confidence I did not feel. (I knew nothing of London. Might not my pocket be picked, my person assaulted?) Deep in my hamper was the little notebook with its precious list of