raftâs edge, dangling their legs and feet into the water. Daddyâs long legs go deeper.
Tom takes a breath, the one that signals the end of something, and says, âIt is kind of strange that hardly anybody is here.â He pats Dannyâs head, so everything is okay.
Danny nods. Commiserating, supporting, happy and grateful to be back in Daddyâs good graces. Heâs also in his head, making up a face and body for a stranger named âHardly Anybody.â He canât decide if he should make Hardly Anybody magical or not.
They wave at Mommy and Beth at the shore. Ellenâs wave is tired, like a sleeping bird. Ellen wears the same shirt and shorts over her bathing suit. Danny wonders how long it takes for his wave to make it across the water.
X
They leave the beach early. On the short drive back, Tom makes up a silly song that rhymes mountain peaks with butt-cheeks and itâs these Daddy-moments that make Danny love him so hard heâs afraid heâll break something.
Back at the cottage. Beth is asleep and Ellen dumps her in the playpen. Danny sits at the kitchen table and eats grapes because he was told to. Tom goes into the living room and turns on the TV. Danny listens to the voices but doesnât hear what they say. But he hears Tom say a bad word, real quick, like he is surprised.
âEllen?â Tom jogs into the kitchen. âWhereâs Mommy?â He doesnât wait for Dannyâs answer. Ellen comes out of the bathroom holding her mostly dry bathing suit and wearing a different set of tee shirt and shorts. Tom grabs her arm, whispers something, then pulls her into the living room, to the TV.
âHey, where did everybody go?â Danny says it like a joke, but thereâs no punch line coming. He leaves his grapes, which he didnât want to eat anyway, and tip-toes into the living room.
His parents are huddled close to the TV, too close. If Danny was ever that close theyâd tell him to move back. Theyâre both on their knees, Ellen with a hand over her mouth, holding something in, or maybe keeping something out. The TV volume is low and letters and words scroll by on the top and bottom of the screen and in the middle thereâs a man in a tie and he is talking. He looks serious. Thatâs all Danny sees before Tom sees him.
âCome with me, bud.â
Daddy picks him up and plops him down in a small sunroom at the front of the cottage.
Tom says, âMommy and Daddy need to watch a grown-up show for a little while.â
âSo I canât see it?â
âRight.â
âHow come?â
Tom is crouched low, face to face with Danny. Danny stares at the scraggly hairs of his mustache and beard. âBecause I said itâs only for grown-ups.â
âIs it about feeding the ducks? Is it scary?â
Daddy doesnât answer that. âWeâll come get you in a few minutes. Okay, bud?â He stands, walks out, and starts to close sliding glass doors.
âWait! Let me say something to Mommy first.â
Tom gives that sigh of his, loud enough for Ellen to give him that look of hers. They always share like this. Danny stays in the sunroom, pokes his head between the glass doors. Ellen is to his left, sitting in front of the TV, same position, same hand over her mouth. âMommy, pretend you didnât know that I could see through these doors.â
Mommy works to put her eyes on her son. âSo, you wonât be able to see anything in here when we shut the doors?â
âNo, I can see through them.â
Tuesday
Itâs raining. They donât go to the beach. Danny is in the sunroom watching Beth. His parents are in the living room watching more grown-up TV. Beth pulls on Dannyâs shirt and tries to walk, but she falls next to the couch and cries. Ellen comes in, picks up Beth, and sits down next to Danny.
He says, âThis is boring.â
âI know, sweetie. Maybe