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forgave him too, and would not seek revenge for the death.
    That was why France was cursed.
    Even now that Burgundy had slunk away from Paris, it wasn't the end. That there would be more bloodshed Christine had no doubt. Every prince who would have followed Orleans' son Charles, if he had raised his hand against Burgundy, was taking a lead instead from his fiercer father-in-law, Count Bernard of Armagnac, who was bound by no peace promises. But, whatever the princes thought, the people of Paris still loved Burgundy. He paid his bills, unlike the more spendthrift Armagnac princes; as Christine and her son had both found, Burgundy was a better employer. Sooner or later he'd be back,with an army behind him, to trade the love that Parisians bore him for power. And then...
    She leaned against the window frame.
    "Are you all right?" A timid boy's voice came from her side, making her jump. It was Owain Tudor; still there, staring at her with big gentle eyes. She'd forgotten all about him. She sighed. "Just regrets," she said wistfully, "for so many past mistakes."
    He murmured; something optimistic, she guessed. He was too young to know there were some wrongs that couldn't be righted; some sins that would follow you to the grave. She shook herself. Smiled a brittle, social, off-to-bed-now-it's-late smile at him, and began locking up. But perhaps his naive young man's hope was catching. As she heard his footsteps, and Jean's, creak on the stairs, she found herself imagining a conversation she might have, one day soon, with someone still full of hope--someone like this young Owain.
    "What are you writing now?" he would ask.
    She'd answer: "The Book of Peace. " And she'd smile, because it would be true.

THREE
    Owain meant to lie awake in the room where they'd made up a bed for him, and imagine himself walking through the city streets tomorrow. The room was warm, but furnished only with a huge table scattered with parchments and pens and with two long benches. There was a shelf of books on the wall. He'd imagined himself taking a book off the wall and, very carefully, putting it on the table and beginning to read it by candlelight. But sleep overcame him as soon as he threw himself down on the quilt. Instead of reading, he dreamed: fretful, regretful dreams, of woodsmoke, and stinging eyes, and the blurred outlines of rafters high up, and a woman's arms cradling him, and a lullaby in a language he hardly remembered.
    A few streets away, in the Hotel Saint-Paul, Catherine crept to her bed, shedding her sister-in-law Marguerite's borrowed houppelande, which had made her sweat so much, leaving it on the floor with all the other neglected garments no one picked up anymore. Marguerite wouldn't notice, she thought, with childish unconcern; Marguerite spent so much time lying round crying in the Queen's chambers at the mean way Louis treated her that she didn't have time to worry about where her clothes were. Marguerite was always weeping; always running to the Queen for sympathy, and getting it, too. Catherine couldn't understand why her mother was so much sweeter with Marguerite than she was with her own children. They all hatedMarguerite's father, the Duke of Burgundy; they all knew that was why Louis was so cruel to his wife. And the Queen hated the Duke of Burgundy at least as much as anyone else. But it didn't seem to make her hate Marguerite. Struggling with the jealousy that thoughts of her mother's public affection for Marguerite always aroused in her, Catherine thought, without really questioning why: perhaps Maman just hates Louis more than she does Marguerite's father.
    All Catherine had on below the houppelande was the dirty shift she'd worn for two days. She'd been tucking up its graying sleeves for hours under the green velvet, to keep them out of sight.
    She stopped. There was someone already snuffling under the bedclothes. She held the candle close. Charles, damp and muttering, with his thin boy's arms and legs rumpling the